Today I decided to take my previous decision form yesterday seriously. Yey ME! That decision was to take the pressure off myself and not go to big groups just yet. I took my friends offer and let her take the kids to the homeschool choir.
Thanks Jade. You are such a faithful, dependable friend!
Phew. What a relief. I had to clean the house. And due to the fact that it has not been cleaned for over 3 months, due to us living on Tamborine Mt for that time.
It took me ages. It was very grotty. Yet I knew I had time. Once the kids left I cranked to music and sang loudly. I felt like a single early 20 something again.
Imagine if I tried to squeeze choir and cleaning and homeschooling and cooking for our Pastors coming over for dinner.
Nope that would have overwhelmed me for sure! Absolutely!
I'm feeling very proud of myself and a whole lot more relaxed. I got my goals reached and cut out what was not necessary right now. I prioritised. I did not always try to be super woman.
This is not always easy for me. My natural tendency is to overwork myself. As Jeremy says I have a worker bee personality. Or in other terms I am incredibly type A!
I even got to blog!!!!!
NOTE TO SELF: Remember not to over do it or over commit especially when grieving and I am not myself!
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